Some poetich stuff...
First of all i want to say that i'll be writing from now on in english, And it's because i can express myself better that way hehe, Well some of you already know that i and Lisa broke up 3 days ago for real, The truth is that i messed it up pretty bad but i still thought to change myself, But know i see that it was in vain, For know i'll write my feelings for her and stuff like that, Most i'll do this because i have to write everything down, Don't know for sure why, But i guess that it's for her and mostly myself, I think that im starting to lose my feelings for her when im with others, But as soon i get home i start to miss her directly, Her smell have some
how lingered all over my room, And that makes it just harder, I still have her clothes her and just that makes it more then even hard, I think that i'll need someone or someway to not feel those feelings, The more i miss you, My body will shake and i get ill by all depression... Anyway wrote these two today!!!
What can i say, I'll be remebered by the past with you, But i'll need to forget and live for what is now, But maybe you'll find me again, but until then i'll walk alone on this lonely road, Until love struks me again, Even if it's you it will be hard to start over again, But this experience, Will make me to a stronger person!
Somehow it feels like im trying to prove myself to you but still it doesn't maybe this is me changing to another personality, I can tell that i ain't the same anymore, You changed me but now i'll have to find myself once more, It's hard but it will not be in vain, I can still feel your smell from one of my pillows!
I admit i MISS you more than i myself can realise!
By yours Beloved Crike
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