This is ain't happening can't even belive this!!!

I wonder why, I wonder how?

This is a line in a really famous song called " Lemon Tree" by the band Fools Garden.

It's almost that i find myself in that same situation, as the message in the song.. Haven't you or someone you know been struggling in that same way as almost everyone does..

You know i can't seem to understand why most people find them self at the "Crossroad" you don't know how to act or what to do, or how you should make your next move, it's like a poker game when think about it or an strategy game of some kind...

Everything in your life is about making your next move and how you should do it.
onetime i became so angry that my father took some kind of nervpoint crushing trick or whatever it's called, that my adrenalin pumped and i couldn't control my anger and i punched im so hard the he almost lost his shoulder from falling down inside his body, and my father is aint small just for your notice and it has almost past 1½ year or maybe 2year haven't counted very much on the date, but he still have problems with his left arm.

He says that it isn't the reason why he still have pain within the arm, but it's just a way to not lose the pride he has...


Many that have diagnotics about they having ADHD or something in that freaking substance in what tha fuck thingy can't even write anymore!!

anyhow people says it helps them to live better?! IN WHAT FREAKING WAY?! then they'll know that they can hurt people and that they can't control it.. I've need seriously take anger management classes or anything! Even thou i can somehow control it (punching so hard that i'll brake every single bone in my hands) aint a very good explination.. Well sorry for wall of texts but cya need to go to bed now i think or maybe not, Just got tired writing all this shit!

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